Stuck between rocks and hard places- How to climb ladders

I thought it was just another invitation to chase the sunrise and catch a beautiful view, or two. Because I consider Saturday my only only day of rest, free from the hum drum of routine, sometimes I sleep in, and other times I step out and about doing fun stuff. When I do give up my treasured Saturday, it is for a worthy cause.

This last Saturday was no different. I heard "Hiking" and I thought why not! No questions asked. I'd been craving the long drive to detangle my thoughts for a while. When I learnt that the venue of the hike was 87 km from home, I thought "Jackpot!". Nothing like the open road, catching the orange rays break free in the horizon, a beautiful playlist and thoughts that have an intro and a conclusion. In my head the day was already full of promise. All wonderful things and off I went. 

The hour and fifteen minute drive did not disappoint. Given the time of day, the road was quiet and open. It was easy to get lost in my imagination. It was truly beautiful to be out of bed, catching the chilly breeze and the crispy fresh air. In that moment I gave thanks to God. I realised that the rhythm of life carried on. On days like these, when I was fully aware and actively part of it, and on the days I decide to stay in bed and read. Life carries on. The sun rises and sets again. Nature puts up a show whether there is an audience to clap or not. 

An hour and fifteen minutes later, I arrived at my destination and when the team was complete, off went on the trail. I learnt we were to do 18 kilometers and not 13. I thought to myself how hard could that be. I had plans to meet up with friends later for brunch. I imagined this new information meant' I would need to move and hour or two around my afternoon plans. What I did not fathom, however, is that. We were literally going to climb that enormous mountain. It was simply unimaginable! Why would anyone want to do that? Was that even a thing to climb a mountain that was not the Drakensburg nor the Kilimanjaro! There were ladders and it was a thing! 

3 km into the hike it became very clear that this would not be an easy mission. The jovial and eager mood was soon replaced by contemplative silence, the ryhtm of our steps and we pushed forward not knowing what lies ahead. One of us would ccassionaly slip on a smaller rock and trigger a small avalanche of rocks to go tumbling down away from the trail. Panting and sweating, we pushed forward. I wondered if 3 km took us almost 3 hours, what did 18 km look like. It became clear to me that, my other plans for day would have to wait.  I was in way over my head but I am not a quitter.   

Or am I? I would be lying if I did not admit that if there was an easy straight forward way out of that hike, I would have taken it. I would be the biggest liar, if I did not admit that the sight of the ladder patched against the steep mountain almost brought me to tears. I admitted at this point that this hike was just to hard and seeing that I had no choice but to see it to the end, I would do it for a good cause. I decided at this point that I would push back the tears and make this count. I would do it afraid. I decided that on the other side of this mountain I will never chicken out of anything that counts to me. If it matters, I would do it. When I don't know how to it, I will figure out a way. I am frustrated, I will calm down and make room for courage to take over. I will do it and I will do it afraid. 

Needless to say, I did afraid. I made it to the top and boy, was the view stunning? Forget the sense of accomplishment and the hope that maybe it could not get worse than this. The truth is we had no idea how mush longer we still had to go and what obstacles lay ahead but in this moment it matters that we overcame this hurdle. 

Our adventure came to an eventful end after 7 harrowing hours characterised by getting lost and tracking the vehicle path. What matters is, we made it down and we were safe. We survived. We acquired life lessons that will be ingrained in our souls forever. I for one, know experience a new level bravery and perspective in my approach to life's challenges. 

I took away from this experience the following 10 lessons:

1. Step out of your comfort zone and see the bright side.

2. Go with the flow.

3. It's ok to make changes along the way.

4. The journey matters as much as the destination.

5. Admit when you are afraid.

6. There's a reason to forge ahead that is bigger than your fear.

7. Do it afraid.

8. Take courage from those who are ahead of you

9. Find answers as you go

10. Keep moving, no matter what!